Of something to do.

Every time I go home I see these things. Things that people don't usually see. Of course, most of them are checking about their daily stuff and shit. But for me, I try to see things differently. I try to challenge people and I know they would give me one response. It is nice to expect things from them. Because I could say that I am right all along. Negative or not.

I'm trying to collect things for my "stand-up" chuva chenes. For now, I have 3 original pieces. Or four? I have to write those things down. And I need an audience so that I know how it sucked. I really find stand-up comedians fascinating. I watch specials by Chris Rock, guests of David Letterman and those shows in Jack Tv.

I know. I know. I'm losing focus here. I should be trying to look for a job and shit but i'm trying to take things out of my mind.

And as i've said... I should find my mo-joke again.

Of a rain.

Its rainy season once again.

Even though some times at night it feels hot (not what you think), you could still smell and feel the cold breeze in the morning.

I wish I could sing that song. That singin' in the rain song... but I doubt. Would take a long time for me to attain it. How about mumble in the rain? (like mumble in the jungle in the rumble who could tumble to the one ball?)

That's better. Mumble in the rain. Or berating in the rain? How about that?

I'm so positive... Weeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Of a blogger

What's wrong with blogger yesterday?

All my entries has been erased. Or didn't publish at all.

Damn you blogger.

Of a damn.

Stupid blogger. Erased my recent entry.

I don't want to write it again.

There.

Of some things I learned in life.

I have a lot of things that i've learned already but still I fumble. Is this God's way of telling me that I really am human after all. Or that I am human and you have no right to do things on your own.

I remember when I mixed green mangoes and milk. It is the worst feeling of my life. Literally.

I can't really mention anything out. So, I'd probably place a lot of pseudonyms and other things because, for me, it is the right thing to do.

Even though living "almost" a goodie two shoe life you'll still elbow things that you don't expect. Like discrimination and stuff because of your appearance, etc.

I may be just in my 25 year old life but it felt that i've been living for a hundred years already. The problem is I think I'm not accepting the fact that i'm an adult. I still feel like a child. Or maybe I still am immature and I haven't move on with things.

Or I moved on but things are complicated.

I mean I am still young and I get my life on complicated things. That shouldn't be the case. Right?

Wow. I feel like i'm too serious here. So, you see there was this American, Japanese, and Filipino...